what knowing looks like ...
beautiful sunday morning with the added surprise of an extra hour - “to do’s” started to cascade 'til i realized forgetting to do the daylight savings time thing - now i’m ahead of the game?
woke with unusually intense hip pain today - ‘it never did that before’ - at least not after being reclined all night - the kind of pain that feels ‘like’ a prolonged root canal shooting from hip to temples to eyes - all in a split second - then the crunch of bone against bone while trying to balance and walk ...
no matter, once i’m up its’ tolerable as long as remaining upright. pain is such an odd phenomena - memory can’t recreate the feeling, nor do explanations define its subtleties - a pretty good filter for survival - 'like' is always the associative suggesting the thing.
art is another of the 'sublimes' afflicted with the ineffable - but it enjoys the dialogue as part of a treatise on awareness - an enigmatic riddle and paradox ...
off to a meeting in tinicum and a drive along the delaware river - aware of 'del' - no doubt cartesian - 'cogito, ergo sum' ...
just a river flowing ...
