there are some days, that just waking up is a thrill - i'm referring to that rush of gratitude and clarity that comes from recognition of that first breath and light as we transition from dreamland to waking reality ... maybe its the onset of spring or the path of Mars or unseen forces, but days like these - this time of the year, initiate this response with more frequency ...
and it's so good ...
most things come as a pleasure - with appreciative indifference colored with a sense of well being - as a witness and just participant ...
i used to spend a lot of money and time chasing what now comes for free ...
but this ain't sainthood because i still have a hair-trigger bite when i feel cornered or played ...
thankfully, it doesn't happen as much as it used to - probably a combination of people recognizing the signs and my unwillingness to play ...
either way, i'm learning a lot about soul-management over the years -
and lucky to have the chance ...
