urgency ...what i still haven't done continues to haunt me ...
i wake in the middle of the night with lists of words
and images of projects
scrolling through my half sleep ...
until the tedium of recalling them
exhausts me back to dream time ...
inspiration, or knowing what to do next
has never been my problem;
its always financing or time management
that becomes the issue ...
lately i've been thinking about the two books
i have in the works for nearly a decade -
one is a process/memoir 'thing'
and the other is
a perspective on contemporary art ...
since i'm not a 'writer' by training,
i seem to have difficulties finishing ...
or knowing what finished is ...
that being said,
it's time to get them out there!
